Myself - BBW

I've always known I was interested in both men and women since my early high school years - in fact, my first relationship was with a female classmate. It was our first experience together, and we were friends with benefits for about 2 years.

We eventually drifted into other relationships, she hooked up with a senior and I found someone else out of school. We have remained friends, although we have lost contact with each other.

My first experience with a guy was when I was ... 16. Yep, I was sweet sixteen and raunchy as hell.

I've drifted in and out of relationships with both sexes - nothing lasting more than a couple years, and only two hetero relationships lasting 4 years.

I remember seeing TSM for the first time at a meeting - I was just open mouthed, staring at him... my friend, whom I was talking to, had to slap my hand a few times to get my attention. Since then, I knew he was the one for me. Right there and then.

We finally hooked up 3 years later - and I moved in with him a year afterwards. We've had a lot of ups and downs, but on the whole, I've been happy with him. It's been quite an experience living with a transman going through transition from female to male, but interesting at the same time... lots of information to read, too. He started his transition last year, and is on his 9th month of T. He has gone through some physical changes - more of a manly look, with a softer side.

I am a BBW - a big beautiful woman - who is going through some changes herself. Mostly life and lifestyle changes, with a new self-awareness of who she is. I have been exploring my sexuality since high school, and I still haven't stopped doing that. I'm just shy about my body.

I will always be interested in both men and women, that I know, and occasionally someone catches my eye, and I will give a good looky see, but my heart will always belongs to TSM.

This is our story together, BBW and TSM, going through life together. Our life together, our tribulations going through transition, and our sex life...